We've discussed this. You're having trouble because you're nearing the end, that's all. You are not a hack. Shit, darlin'. Home is my favorite fic. It's the reason we're friends. I read your story and wanted to know you. You created people. You build a world for them to live in. But it is okay to be self-indulgent and whine every once in a while. I'm quite fond of the practise, myself.