See, I should have known better, but I am yuuuuuge glutton for punishment. (Apparently.) I know it's only going to piss me off and yet wild horses could not drag me away.

Guh. Perhaps I should discuss it with my therapist the next time I get around to seeing her? My nearly pathological need to – what’s the best analogy here? Oh, yes! – bash my head against the wall, only to end up with the same result time and time again? Hmm...